Hubby, I Love You, Come Back, Come Back To Me.

I never know how this will happen nor when is this start to happens. Everything is so out of sudden. You came in to my life again but I never know it'll affect me so much this time. Is this just happening for now, or I still have feelings for you? Even me, myself is not sure about this. I kept thinking about you everyday every minute, all the songs that I've been listening to, just make me think of you. My heart does not belong to you anymore, but why am I feeling this way? At times I regret of letting you go, I should have never let you go. Our past keep popping up in my head, your smile and our laughs keep playing in my heart, my mind keep thinking about you. Its been bothering me for weeks. I'm so confuse with my feelings, what had happened to me? I refuse to pack all the things that you have once gave me as presents, especially the watch that we bought together at KLCC, I never want to keep it away, let alone to throw it. Whenever I was unhappy, and disappointed, the watch gave me strength, it reminds me of you, it reminds me the time when you encourage me to do the things that is difficult for me, the words you said to me are motivating me to work towards my goal. Darryl, I think I'm still in love with you.